yummy grammy!

i just want to announce that i'm that glad *stretch arms out wide* that christina aguilera and john mayer won best female and male pop vocal performance at the grammy awards this year. WOOHOO. my faves are tops! *giggles* not if only i could lure john mayer to my end of the world away from hot simpson!

blog blog blog blog!

yesterday i was upset, and i tried to blog, but blogger wouldn't let me on my dashboard so i was stuck with all these angry thoughts in my head.. so i wrote them down in an email and mailed it to myself. which was a good thing coz today when i read it i couldn't for the life of me understand why the hell i was so pissed off. strange how things are. random.

well its been awhile, among many things, i went with my family to melb for x-mas, was in sydney for new years (i remember most of it!) , went to fiji for a holiday (will post my fave pic soon) and am spending chinese new year in malaysia. omg, my passport is like megaly full of stamps. :p i bought the season 4 of friends here in jb, and it cost me 30ringgit. thats like AUD$10. how friggin ridiculous. with all the special features and stuff.

with chinese new year round the bend, all the good food is driving me nuts! this year my sister is back from london so we're one big family again.. we haverent had 5 of us for CNY since like 10 years ago! SPASSAMS. can't wait for all the uncles and aunties to find out i'm unemployed, tell me that its okae, i'll find something soon and that WAH YOU PUT ON SO MUCH WEIGHT.. which by the way, i've already had 4 people tell me. not a good thing. and thats not counting the person who said that she could distinguish between me and my sister coz i 'am heavier'. *growl* not that i mind really, but do i go up to your face and tell you you're fat?! NO! and trust me, i so could. but i have way more tact than that. and i actually care for peoples feeling #@%@( heartless peeps.

anyho, the jod hunt continues, with me applying for 9 jobs yesterday.. 5 of them are through this one agency, who called me this morning to say i was not the correct material, thank you for applying and if they had something suitable they'll call me. so i presume i can check their junk mail folder for my resume!

okae. i need to go coz today i don't feel like blogging.

my spankin' new mirror! fancy eh! *grinz*

fiji

we were supposed to go to fiji on the 8th dec.. but i don't know if that can happen now! omg i'm so sad! SO SAD! SO SAD! :( wye wyeee WYEEEEEE.. hmm so i hear no insurance companies will cover for coups.. what can i do.. sigh. i = sad.

hotnesssss

do you feel like your feet are slowly melting onto your slippers? your hair is the same temperature as the fireplace at the snow lodge last winter? your clothes are decomposing from the sun rays? the heat penetrating your corneas and burning holes in your brain?

yea i know..

so many things to do to doo i say! i need to change my name at uni.. they are missing my 'elaine' part of my name.. should have done this like yonks ago, so my stupid tutors could have called me elaine instead of 'ye'.. not even ye mei! just YE.. yeeeeeeeSH i say. 5 years of torture ish enuff!

i just bought this mirror thing.. its really cool, i'll put a picture up soon. was looking for it like forever, and wanted to go to parramatta road to look for one but i found one at bondi junction for like $40! hahah thank goodness ringringgs was there to carry it allll the way across the shoppign center to my car for me :) its one of those with the swirly thingies around it and its thick and its kinda victorian ish-ish? omg., i can't explain it!

this post is kinda a nothing post..

"There was a crooked man, who had a crooked smile, who lived in a shoe, for a... while... "

yay HURRAH!

partyyyy alll day everyday!!! woohooooo... *jumps around* *twists arms* *skip skip* *hair flying* *hops hops hops* *WHHEEEEEEEEE*

omg my exams are finally over.

we're trying to decide when to have our christmas party and have huge issues with the date.. sigh! i'm such a spazzness. i was lookin at the calender to see what the commotion was about with the dates, and was thinking.. what? the 1st is a wednesday what.. so the weekend is free what.. then it struck me like a pingpong ball that i was looking at november and not december. ok, maybe not like a pingpond ball but my eyes are so puffy from the lack of sleep that i now resemble what can only be known to people who watch simpsons as blinky. i = blinky. for those of you who don't know blinky, it the 3 eyed orange fish in the simpsons..

"its fine.. you're at joey's! *drops spaggetti on the rug*"

lookie lookie.. i did my nails (i knoe.. so SO girly it almost kills me ) but i was bored and in the library and really didn't want to study.. plus my nails were the puuuurrrrfect length (apprantly) hehe

*smacks head*

i was trying to move my camera sd card onto my lappie's reader and i just chucked it into the wrong slot. (haha. very funny. stop laughing!) plus, its the reader slot for the bigger one with the flap over it.. you know, like the vcr flaps that are springy and don't stay up? yes. so after i stuck it in there, IT DIDN'T come out.. omg i was so stressed for like 2 mins.
the my fantabulous nails came to the rescue *i knoe i'm spazzie.* and i managed to get it out with a little wacking and shaking.
i really treat my laptop badly. now you knoe how they're actually silent machines? all the laptops i've heard are silent.. very very quiet.. and the ones that make noise are the PCs, coz of the fans and whats nots (i'm not that ggeekie yo!) .. low and behold, my is so noisey the chiq in the cubicle in the library (okae stop envisioning my toilet) next to me had to ask me if i could turn it off. yes, she was my friend, but thats not the point! my laptop seems to think its the ONLY one in the world and oh very irreplaceable. it is WRONGGGGGGggggg.. but its got spesh meaning to me.. i bought it with my own hard earned $$.. hehe. proud yes, old it is, yes, but it still works and its still shiney thank you very much!

okae i really need to stop watchin tvsn and get on with my studying!

"JOEY DOESN'T SHARE FOOD"

clap clappp

i was typing this post that i created a couple of days ago, and somehow the stupid comp just crashed !#$#$! friggin annoying. don't you hate it when technology seems to work against you? its almost impossible to work without one, but its hopelessly hard to get a stable one you know will never crash/get infected/hang/overheat...
is it just me or are the things you rely on the most seem to be the most fragile?

well my post was one one of those days that was 10 days from the last time i posted and 10 days till my last exam. but ALAS! today is the 14th and my last exam is on the 20th. so basically, i'm screwed. la dee dah. why wasn't i born hardworking and competitive? well i suppose if i was i wouldn't be the carefree happy-go-lucky (so not lucky) smily smilie joy joy person i am today. hahahahahha. :)

after my examz, i will post everyday. in between my shopping and cleaning my apartment. tonite my cousin came over for dinner and i think he was a little shocked at the state of my living room.

i'm watchin ellen now.. i love the ellen show. really. she's so funny and retarded.. perfect leave-your-brain-at-the-door kinda humour. YUMM!

"he's her lobster!"

i really like this.. hugh expresses himself so well hahah :) he's so clever and draws so freely and loose, i adddorrreeee it!

exam blues

exam blueesssss
oh how they've overcome me.. *sobs*

i can't believe i have exams SO soon and i haverent started studying. omg omg omg *freaking out*

so here is schedule of exams
one this thursday
two next week
one the week after
and the last one the week after that... *struggles to find words to explain my grief*

ohhh i HATE exams.. they are such a poor representation of what i've learnt over the semester. How can they have such a great weighting on a 3 hour paper when i've spent way more than that time in the classroom/lectures? this should be a test of application and knowledge, not of memory! sigh. this sux.

"Pheobe. That's, P, as in Phoebe, H, as in heobe, O as in oebe, E, as in ebe, B, as in bebe, and E as in... Ello there mate. "

*rolls eyeballs*

now i think its not a great time for me to be blogging coz i'm not in the best mood. first of all, i'm tired and grumpy coz i woke up really early this morning for a dragonboatin' race.. but i'm just angry at men in general. its like they can't friggin make up their mind. if you say one thing, stick to it. don't go changing your mind any ol' way you like just because you think someone might get angry.. OMG! i mean thats the way females are, not men! even so! think of the other people around you! people are more understanding than you might give them credit for.. maybe if you sat down and explained things with them then you know, you dont have to be worried about upsetting people and they won't be annoyed at you coz it won't seem like you're picking something else over them! *cough* if you know i'm gonna get angry, why the hell do you still do it?! make ANY Sense at all?

yeesh. though i am also pissed off at 2 p plate drivers. they cut me off and friggin made me swerve onto the next lane.. luckity there were no cars!

on a much brighter yay:
it was my nephew's first birthday party today.. and my other cousin from canberra came down and her kids are SO cute.. there were so many kids.. all SO SO cute.. i'll post pictures once i get them from the party! did i mention my cousin's kids are mixed.. can you spell adorable?!

how hard is it to understand that in my world, i come firsT?!

i LOVE this quote:
"Yes, on a scale from one to ten, ten being the dumbest a person can look, you are definitely nineteen. "-chandler

i *heart* this picture.. this was last year during our 'bows, ties and ribbons' party.. oh i miss yun (miss-singapura) and her rubbish *opps* i mean sososoooo wise guru.. i loveeee the thing you made me by the way.. oh back to the pic, this is when they suprised me with a cake made my lyn! *licks lips*

johnmayer=hotstuff

and i'm SURE you guys agree... *growl*

hehe. i decided that i wanted to spruce up mr blog, so i went back to get a music code like i had before.. remember my old blog? with the grey background and pink headings and snow flakes and music and all that shazzzie wazzie stuff? :p well i took the classy stuff with me and left the primary-school-cutesie stuff

so john mayer is back. this song is one of my faves.. 'no such thing'.. its kinda like all about showing people that you will become something one day.. hahah :) cools.

"a no sex pact huh? i actually have one of those going on with every woman in america" -ross

ps: sue. hehehhehhehehe. :)

food baby *urrghhh*

helloooo there.. i want to say i have a frigggginnnnn food baby! me and my cousin fartsalot decided to cook tonite (her parents ditched her for a dinner with a long lost friend in a chinese restaurant and she's actually white under her asian skin :p)

so here is what we stuffed our faces with..

a whole huge gigatomous bowl of salad
(what was in the salad you ask? well ..
2 mangos
2 limes
2 avos
a punnet of cherry tomatos
and a crapload of shrooms.)

a WHOLE packet of spaggs
500g of mince meat
12 meatballs from ikea
a loaf of garlic bread
a bottle of creaming soda..

OMG i'm about to throw up.. but no! i need to keep all the yummilicious food in! what a waste! i swear we could feed half of zimbaweeeeeeeeee (my spesh point of reference i know!) with it. not that the people there are starving.. are they? *blur look*

hmm i feel like ice cream. can you believe me and sue ate like pigs PIGS! yesterday nite.. we had thai and curry and this pumpkin rubbish! holy crapos. i need to majorly exercise my flabby butt off.. hahahahhahahahahaha *rolls on floor laughing*.... *just rolls on floor...*

talk about PHAT children.

*pats head*

sometimes i feel down and sad that i'm still in uni and some people out there are already so successful in their lives. well, i only have one month left of uni and then i enter the oh-so-scary working world. some love it, most people hate it. but i figure you'd only love it if you find something you love to do rite? yea. so good luck to me for that.
meanwhile, my parents have decided that we're gonna go to melb for xmas :) just a little sad that sister chang won't be with us, but have no fear, me and cousinfartsalot have put together a little package of joy *ie lots of crap* that we think she'll love. hehehe

so here is the schedule plan of attack towards my career (seeing as no one will hire me now coz i don't have PR yet #%@#)
a) pass my friggin 5 subjects i'm doing this semester
b) finally graduate #!$$%%??!
c) find a part time job in marketing while waiting for pr application
d) *pray hard that PR happens and australia will keep me*
e) be happy and merry when pr goes through then look for real full time job

simple.. NOT. yeesh. my head hurts just thinking of what i'd do if i can't get a job, worse if i can't get PR! my boss at the shop says he was willing to sponsor my friend here! haha maybe he will to me too, but that means i have to work full time at the shop.. *shakes head*

ah well. at the moment i should be thankfull that i've got good health, nice hair and really great friends :) (oh yea, and a cool family)

omg, the self pity is welling up today. its ridiculous. i think it all started when i looked at a high school friend's blog and she is like travelling the world and shit and i'm stuck here :( *sobs*

is it just me or is everyone else's life better than mine?

in other news, there was this report in SMH today that i saw. so friggin sad. boys can be SO mean! http://www.smh.com.au/news/national/dvd-of-girl-attack-sparks-probe/2006/10/24/1161455693979.html

"hi, i'm phoebe buffay, and i have babies coming out of me"

poo!

yah know what? more than one person i know says that! (poo! i mean) its ridiculous! hehehe yes sue, you're the second person i knoe! *poopalicious babe!* hehehe
so what am i doing now you ask? well, 3 weeks on (maybe 4) from the last post that i did, i've gone to malaysia and back!

let me tell you about this resort i went to.

firstly when we arrived, they gonged the friggin gong! it was GREAT! hahah felt like royalty. and the service was the best best BEST.. heheh tanjong jara resort in malaysia :) woohoo.
and then i got this massage frmo this chick.. tasha! omg, tasha. if you EVERY come to sydney.. CALL ME!! :)
so basically all we did was tan in the sun, swim in the sun, play tennis in the sun and cycle in the sun. no WONDER i'm still freeekin peeling frmo my sunburn!!

okae. in other news, i'm supposed to be having an online group meetin now. i'm BORED.

oh yes. and poor too. anyone wanna contribute to service my car? :p

ohhh forgot to mention, the best thing to do to bond your family is to decide on an 8 hour drive to a resort that so secluded you have nothin to do but spend time with each other :)

quote for today: "Man this is weird. You ever realize Captain Crunch's eyebrows are actually on his hat?"

my cousin says i'm sad

as she sits next to me and shakes her head, i want to remind her that i got an extension and she didn't :p
remember that assignment i was stressin about? i got an extension of about 2 weeks! this lecturer was like " sure, no questions asked" whoooooaaaaa nelly!
anyho, my cousin thinks it is sad that i have a blog. and i understand that, except that i dont' think its sad. haha
ahhhh wells. it provides an outlet okae! *shoots evil glare*

as i was saying/typing/thinking, when i asked for my extension, i wrote the whole email with extension spelt 'extention'. ahhhh the foulnessness of my powder england. chad, i do you proud.
so tommz i bear all the consequnces when he brings it up infront of that whole class and i look like a grade a fool. at least i'll try to be a good lookin' fool. *grinz* <-- omg, haverent done that in yonkers

so now i'm sitting in the law library, where i really shouldn't be coz it reminds me of my great failure in life, ie: my uncompleted law degree. how sad it is to me elainers. i actually think that might be the one thing i live to regret. but what is what is what is such, and such is that i hate it and thus i won't do it. blahblahblahyadaayadaaa.

so i shall skip along and go play web sudoku or something.
ps, there are no hot boys in the library.

"how you doooin'?!"

toastmybrain

i have 2 days to finish my assignment.
i cannot wait till masuya on friday. HURRAH! omg, just thinking of the hotpot is makin me droool. heheh.
nat came for dragonboating tonite. i think she liked the pain. HAHA kinda sadistikkk eh.

in other news, there was this show on sbs tonite.. it was really cool but i didnt'get to watch the whole thing.. if anyone can tell me the name of it or sponsor me the DVD that'll be great :p it was about this half belgium chick who spent like her childhood in japan and decides that she wants to go to japan to work.. so she lands like a job in a major company but there are like culture cashes and what nots and people are really mean to her! anyway, her name was amelie or soemthing or rather. help!

okae. i'm gonna go to bed coz i'm sore form the stupid gym and training tonite.
countdown to malaysia: 4 days!

quote:
"if i'm the best its only because you make me the best"
---
*waves* helloooooo beeegman!!! :) 'how come you knoe i was up and runnning again?

road rage madness

SCREW KINGSFORD TIMBER.
hehe now, i'll tell you why.

see i was zoomzooming along on anzac parade, and i needed to turn right to get to maroubra beach, so i did that, and there were cars on the upc oming left hand side of the road, so clearly you needed to stay behind me or get in the left lane and cut me off. okae. this guy behind me, decides that i may be too slow a driver and so he changes lane to come up to my left side to try and cut me off when the light changes to green. so i'm thinking ot myself: okae buddie. you drive a yaris. i drive a 2.4l rav4. get a life. so my impression of these two idiots is quite poor by now, but wait, it gets worse. when the light changes, i give him a grace period of about 1.5 seconds (in driving lalaland this is quite long you know) and he doens't go, so I GO! no, apparently he ain't happy about that. so he speeds up as sooon as i leave the white line and tries to cut me off. as i see him try and cut into the tiny space available, i brake and let him enter, coz otherwise he would have smashed into my car! okae at this point i'm already fuming. (doens't help i was in a bad mood before that) while i broke, i also honked at him, just ot make him feel like iw as unhappy. what does he do? he drives at like literally 5km/h just to piss me off (and it works) while his passenger turns around to glare at me. big deal buddy, i have eyes too.
while he's going slower than snails, there is a pile up of cars behind me. i didn't quite mean to tail him, but he was driving SO slowly that i did, and mand was the big guy pissed. he sped up a little bit, then suddenly slammed on the braked and thus i did too. i let my hand stay on my horn for about 3 seconds, then death stared them. here comes that elainers-out-of-the-box time. they stop in the middle of the road, the both turn around to monster glare me, and i show them the third finger. they could have caused like a 10 car pile up! *ps, for those who don't knoe, i heart my car.*
okae. so now they are fully eye-ball-popping-glaring-death-staring me. i'm so pissed now i give them a 'what the hell are you gonna do to me -look'' which i;m sure only pissed them off even more. heheh i did get a little scared at this point and tookt he next right turn even though i needed to turn left :p ah well/
oh oh, the reason i hate kingsfor timber is that the driver was wearing a blue top with "kingsford timbe'r"written in yellow on the back. so if you see a blue yaris with a stupid driver wearing a kingsford timber shirt, smash into him. he knows he deserves it for being such a ickhead.

i did tell a few people about this story and everytime i do, i get a little madder. haha. strange eh. anyway, i want to apologise to the few people i didnt'know veyr well that i tol this story too. danny, jenny, i'm not actually that mad, and really, i'm an excellent driver. :p i mean i love f1. hahahah.

i dont'want to smash my car anytime sooon. neither have the time nor the money to fix it. so i'm gonna end with a quote:
"ïf it ain't a headboard, it just ain't worth banging"

*poke FUN*

i came up with this really dumb thing a couple of days ago. now, if my finger is called fun, and i poke at you, i'm poking fun at you! HAHAHA. omg. i know, its ridiculously lame. but leon did laugh at me and now mimicks me plus he does it too. i suppose he doesn't have any other choice!

oh you know what, i have to tell you guys about my dream. i dreamt about 2 nights ago, that i got invited to my ex-boyfriends birthday party. now that doesn't sound that strange, but it was his current girlfriend who invited me. still okae? well i'm not actually on speakign terms with him anymore, (clearly becoz he's a big fat baffooon.) so it was kinda weird. okae. and THEN, when i arrived with my lyn (my supporter of anti-evil men), she, the current gf, was bossing all the staff and his parents around! okae, and then (there will be plenty of and thens in this story, malaysians beware haha) half way through dinner, she actually got up on stage and started singing kylie to him! plus she sounded crapossoss! then i was tlaking to lyn and she overheard me tlakign about how happy iwas in my new relationship and she got angry and stormed off! and then, later we got to arguing about somethign or rather (i can't frikkin remember!) and i stormed off. i went outside for like 20 seconds to chill and when i cam back, i found her at my handbag and taking out.. *drumroll*.. nai's engangement ring! now, WHY i have the ring he's going ot use to propose to his girlfriend in a weeks time is beyond me. i wouldnt even entrust myself in a ring of that whooooaness! *okae if you're reading this, shhhhh don't tell nai i wrote about him. heheh
anyways, back to the dream. she, the biaccccth! refused to return the ring to me! this got me really upset and stressed and i started crying. then waht did she do next?! she HID the ring form me! omg, i was fully upset at this point. haha. so i went on stage and apologised to her for anythign i may have done to her in the past, and was cyring on stage and asked for the ring back.
now, what shits me most about this dream is that i don't knoe if i got the damn ring back. GRRRRRRR. so i did what all reasonable pple do when they wake up from a yukkie dream. i checked with nai to see if the ring was still there. :p


sigh. okok. enough about nonsensical bits of subconsciousness. i have to tell you guys abou tthe road rage i had. next post!

but clearly this biatch is the best suited for my baffooon exboyfriend. so i shall end it off with a quote: "he's her lobster!"

*exclaimation*

with chad chong up and running (i don't really mean he's up and runnin; its reference to his website) :p it got me thinking.. hell i miss my blog. so with livejournal not letting me start from scratch as some other #$!@ took 'elainers' i have no choice but to come back here. so now i've changed the template coz the old one was farked up bad.

its kinda boring. hopefully i can be bothered to come back here, post some pics and make it all fancysmanchy.

otherwise, i have 5 mins to get form my home to my tut. oh whoop dee.

elainers
-thought of the momemt: there should be a universal free wireless service.

hehe

omg i knoe its so sad but i'm sad that i won't get to go for the backstreetboys concert. hehhehe i knoe i knoe its so sad :p but i've always wanted to go coz it looks so cool. lame lame lame! someone buy me a ticket! buy me a plane! buy me the backstreet boys! oh-i'm-so-sad.

elainers

see, i'm so fickle. i think its due to the lack of human spasstikkk interaction to help me sway my thoughts.. :p sometimes i hit a low and feel like things aren't just worth it and that its too hard to go on. but then i wake up the next morning (and he calls to say hi or sends an sms) and suddenly its all okae again. i think i just have to lower my expectations.

anyho, i'm going to KL to shop for a couple of days. all very exciting. won't be flying business (so i spare myself the mocking from my friends) haha and will be going with my mom. a little mother daughter shopping is fantastik :p its good to have mommy, that way she can pay! (or we can burn dad's plastic)

i miss friends.. think i might buy the whole 10 seasons, fake ones of course hehe but i hear its a $1000 fine per fake dvd if you get caught. now theres alot of lottery money to win. :p big red ball here i come!

everyday that i've been home, i've gone to giant. which is the hypermarket which sells EVERYTHING from plants to cooking oil. its bloody ridiculous. its owned by dairy farm, who incidently also owns cold storage, 7 eleven and x-tra. its retarded!!

i ate this emperor's dish thing today.. its like $168RM and it has all sorts of yummy things in it hehehe i was very impressed (and ultimately very full). but its so cool, they pack it and delivery it as a gift if you want.. then all you do is heat it up on the store adn you're ready to rumble! ok, enough babble.

okae. need to eat something. someone buy me a scratchie!

hello

hello
i'm away from my love, pondering the effects (or consequences) of relationships. are they meant to make you further understand yourself and teasure the intricate differences between people? or cause you to live in grief over the unforgiving moments?
its tough when you're with one for a long period of time. long enough to know everythign there is about a person. to know all their flaws and traits. its tough when you disagree at times and even tougher when both parties are stubborn. its hard work maintaining a relationship, yet alone tryin gto nurse it to grow into something great. yet at the end of the day, relationships happen. because people will always want to know whats written on the next page; where the long road leads to.. and if you find a relationship where your sky begins to clear, and a little pathway which start at your feet and end at theirs, don't stop fighting for it. it doesn't mean to give up on what you have just coz you don't have an imagination.. it means you have to sit down and have a chat. open the skies, lay down the grass, part the seas for a little while and see what you have there..

its always easier when i'm trying to convince myself.

i miss you.

"I Miss You So Much"I never asked for this feeling I never thought I would fall I never knew how I felt Till the day you were gone I was lost I never asked for red roses I wasn't looking for love Somehow I let my emotions take hold And guess what all at onceI'm in love[Chorus:]Oh I miss you so much I long for your love It's scares me Cuz my heart gets so weak That I can't even breathe How can you take things so easily Baby why aren't you missing me?

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

maybe its my compulsive nature to have to talk every 2 seconds or my need to shop even though i have 600thousand things to do before next weekend, but its almost getting ridiculous how i find my throat is STILL sore and my credit card is slowly melting into a sad pool of plastic.

today me and trav tried to send off yun at the airport. see she's going back to singapore for good and we thought i'd be nice to suprise her at the airport after we said bye at her house. well, it was not to be. late late late. oh yes, i seem to be late no matter how hard i try. its almost as though some silly cosmic late cloud hangs over me and makes sure that i'm alwasy at least 5 minutes late for anything i try to commit myself too. once there is no time set, i get all worried and furry and need to know a time. WHATEVER FOR you ask. hell i don't know. i'm always late anyway. ok. conclusion, mission failed.

next to leave is lyn. hope thats better than the first try.
NO MORE FAILED MISSIONS.

in othernews, i have adopted fish! they are some tiger-something-or-rather fish with a tendency to live in dirty water and are always hungry no matter what! okae, so that might be a little twist of the truth. the filter is broken and the water is murky. yes, they have murky aura! and i love feeding fish. something about the way they suck in the food then spit it out then suck it in again! if only humans ate like that (what a complete waste of food.)

i have a question. if i have 2 fish. are they fish, or fishes?
does it work like dogs or sheep? hmm.

chomp chomp for thought.

quote of the day: "fine, have murky aura."

p.s. i'm sick of people in nice cars who can't drive. yesterday some blonde chick cut me off. WHILE WE WERE TURNING A CORNER. then she carried on to provide me with a dirty look, before speeding away in her mini cooper s. BAH. don't even get me started on pedestrians on the street.

the final countdownnnnnn

*dum dum DUMMMMM* its the final countdowwwwnnnnn.. ok. now that i've said that, i can't get the damn song out of my head. not that i should ahve space in my head for any MORE useless information. i mean my exam IS in 45 mins and i have to start getting ready about.. lets see. now.

told you my procrastination skills were excellent.

while i was studying this morning, i also managed to half memorize a song, "yuan dian" by tanya chua and sun yan zi which by the way ranks as one of my faveeee songs of all time even though its chinese and not all that new.. you should go download it! i don't care even if you don't understand chinese! or what i'm babbling on about for that matter.. ah yes, i was talking about what else i did this morning. song AND a list of things which i wanna do today.

must go wash up before i cause faiting spells in my exam hall.

the previous quote was from friends, when rach's sister jill tells joey off for eating pizza:)

heres another one
"i'm curvy and i like it!"

wish me luck.

bills bills bills

despite all my exams (which are still in progress), i still find so much time to waste. its ridiculous what procrastination can lead you to do. i mean yesterday i cleaned my toilet! (it was getting highly gross and i htink thats wye lyn never wants to come to my house hahaha)

i've gotten 5 bills in the mail over the past week. HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE? you ask. well, it happens when you sign up for everything at the same time without even knowing it. the funny thing about all my bills except my credt card bill is that you can pay everything by credit card, and thus, you could effectively pay it all off the month after! when your next credit card is due! its brilliant. too bad you can't pay off a credit card with another one. though i'd have to admit thats pretty stupid. no one should lead a deptful life.

we're having a farewell party for my friends this weekend. i did the invites and if i could post it up i would. but once again my technologically-unsavy brain fails me and i'm left with a pictureless blog.

gonna be very very busy redecorating my home after exams. cant wait! i absolutllyyy ADORE home furnishing shopping. everyhting from tiles to lamps! hurrah! *does little dancE* can't understand how people don't wanna hang out at ikea and freedom everyday! (okae, so i'm weird. but you are here reading this you knoe.. which makes you weird by association!)

had subway for lunch. MEATBALL!

guess who this end quote is by:
"a moment on the lips, forever on the hips!"

tragikkk

its been a crazzzy coupe of weeks.. and we've been entertaining my cousin (yes yes i knoe, another one) who's working here for 6 months.

sad how everyone is working or moving onto work and all and i'm still in uni. suppose it'll spurr me on and make me study harder. dman this long degree. :(

well 2 weeks ago my car got broken into. wooloomooloo is NOT safe! see i didnt' even knoe that! well leon's work bag got stolen with his work laptop and his sunnies and his ipod shuffle.. sad! all i got was a broken window. haha luckity me though coz i did have my laptop in the car, they just didn't see it heheh *jumps for joy*

me leon audrey and grace went to hunter valley that day.. actually yesterday. i think there was like an insect graveyard on the bonnet and grill of my car. poor mr car. covered in insect corpses. ewwwwww! but we tried so many diff wines.. i bought 3 bottles of sweeet (SWEET ASSSS!) wine. YUM YUM D OUBLE YUM! hehe audrey went mad too.. really work out that credit card i say!

anyho, got 3 presentations in 3 consec weeks. :( so much work. an di don't know whats happeneing with student careers. ah sigh. who said working with friends was easy. its so not.

sean is leaving in a month. i = sad! seeing that he's been here since i started uni.. one of the first few friends i made in first year at the mso stall.. hehe spasstilkkk! he better take me in when i go to melb and visit him (more liekly to SHOP) :)

i'm into my fishes now. fish fish fish. sigh,. i'm so boring! (i mean i hafta cooookies my fish to eat for dinner.)

outie.

hehe.. opps.

hehe i just heard fomr one of my friends that i really "let it all hang out" on my blog. hahah well i suppose it happens when your brain ccan't quite contain all the info thats in there.. its seems retarded i knoe but i can't help it. when i'm at my blog its like an honesty switch turns on in my brain and i just type whatever comes into my head. nono, that pang of depression/loneliness only comes at night..and i tend to forget it once the sun rises. HAHA blame it on my elephant memory.

like wow. i just had the best ice cream ever.

see?!

:p anyho, i had a presentation yesterday selling my 'wellbeing' ideas and if i could post up my ads on this blog, i would! but i'm slightly retarded and am unable to do that. STILL. after freeggin 3 years or something. *rolls eyes*

i got this green glowy lamp think from ikea. its really cool. its actually a kids lamp and its SO cool. mr green blob sits on top of my tv and glows and glows and glows. even comes with an adaptor to charge the batt! talk about innovation! wooooheeee!

was looking at an old issue of New Idea (or somthing like that) in the toilet (don't ask) and it was jen talking about brad. and then there was the nicole and tom saga. seriously. are men retarded? wye are they leaving all the hot women out of their lives! ok. maybe i just think jen is like super megaly HOT (not so much nicole sorry mates) but jen for angelina?! she's got weird lips. and a huge ass. ntohing can save her.

okok. men not retarded. there are acouple in my life i know i can't live without. hehe :)

my dad larh!

;)

tickle my fancy

i think as time goes by and you spend more time alone, you feel more and more upset that you are alone.. wait. maybe that just me. somehow the concept of being alone never struck me as so painful till last nite. suppose one has to start feeling lonesome to truely appreciate the people around you. sometimes you take things for granted and sometimes you say things you shouldn't. but i suppose the most important thing is that you realise how much different things and people mean to you.

its crazy. you love someone so much it hurts. and sometimes you really don't know whats going on in that head around you. i love my roast. heheh its my lamb from nz! hehe

moving on, its been very busy. Assignments and work and studentcareers. ah yes. studentcareers. the brainchild of two of my friends and have since grown into a company with competitors! i can't believe we have people trying to tkae over our idea. i say our idea because we've grown into a small team with ideas and dreams and plans for the future. its crazy but we're trying so hard to get our company out there and its just so difficult. well if you're interested, visit out site at www.studentcareers.com.au :) will be awaiting all comments!

am loving everybody loves raymond. i think its a fabulous idea that its so simple and easy on the brain. haha

seems the world is in self destruction mode. seems like eveyrhting everywhere is falling apart and people are becoming less wiling to help. seems to be a save-your-own-ass world.
note: pray guys. pray hard.

tired

i was gonna blog. but then while waiting for my lousey internet to load the page, i fell asleep. and so i shall return to blog about my boring days and my stolen internet connection. plus the wonders of demented friendships and the wonders of a relationship built on trust.

more than likely i'll return soon with fond memories of nanny fine in my head and rioting about the spasstickle game of chuzzle.

by rioting i mean declaring my love and hatred for it at the same time.

hehe.

men- my current source of all evil thats causing me stress.

good nite.

snow report

i have just returned from my trip to the snow. with my great new board and new bindings, not to mention my new boots, jacket AND pants (okae, so i went a leeeeeeetle crazy with the online shopping thing) i think i've improved a GREAT heap.

snow report. it was hard, icy and the snow was SO hard packed. it was like boarding at an ice-rink.. i stacked it quite badly a couple of times.. just to prove it to you, i'll show you my bruises. *pulls down pants* *points to knees* *points to ass*. there you go. that big black bruise on my knee. that was caused by, would you believe it, friday flats. it was SO packed with milo kids, and snow was non-existant and there was just ice ice ice ice in all the wrong places. it was SO hard to carve anything!

gee dont' i sound like a pro. HAHA. i've just managed to turn, and was at merritts trying to work it all out. i HATE traversing. its like the absolute WORSE thing! but i think its going well.. only the second time in my life snowboarding! TAH DAH! *and to think i own my own gear. geeeeeeeee!*

i hafta remember next time that americans are a LITTLE bigger than asians and i CANNOT and WILL NOT fit into anything they say is a medium. its actually HUGE ASS with the wrong label. humph!

i still lurve my new gear. hehe

can't wait till 2 weeks when i go back again. hahahahhaah

new life = new blog

i was told that my blog was getting boring and.. well.. boring. and sad that i have to say it but i do agree. the once fully flamed passion to write about everything that i had going on in my head has since departed my being. and has left me with a sense of emptyness and depression.

hehe.

okae, so maybe its not so much like that. part of it is lazyness, part of it is.. well, how much is TOO much information to share with the whole world? hehe not that its important. i'm back. and this time, i'm gonna learn how to upload my damn pictures onto my blog! bu tthat will have to wait till i'm back in sydney where all my pics are. :p

well i've changed form kelly to john. and its a sad move but i think its about time. i've had kelly in the spotlight for just about 6 months.. and though i really enjoy listening to her screech her head off and wail about a boy she doesn't got (omg, english down the tubeeee), i'd take john mayer and his fantabulistik voice anyday. theres something about a guitar and a great voice that sets off an audio orgasm in my ears. :p

me and gang went to whala whala (is that how you spell that damn name?!) on sunday night and watched this 2 guys performed. i expected a band with like rock and drums and all that jazz, but they gave me something i enjoyed so much more! acoustic sounds and one greeeeaat voice! there was 2 of 'em, ray and jack. and OH SOOOOOOOOO good! if i could put his voice in a jar i'd bring it around me where ever i go and slowly leak some out into the world bit by bit coz i'm selfish. hehe

there is this screechign noise coming from outside my window. its kinda like the sounds you hear when you have an old swing and it needs a good oiling so the kids dont' get scared and the wicked witch doesnt come visit. i think i'm slightly paranoid coz i watched triple nine this arvo. yes, i watch TRIPLENiNE. almost the worse drama ever to come out of singapore shores. so poor i wonder how they survived the backlash which i provided in my head after watching a rerun. despite all its flaws (which would be.. lets see.. everything.), watchin shows about serial killers always freak me out. i suppose that does show i'm somewhat normal yea? hahahahah


okae. this time i'm serious. i'm gonna change. no more slacking. no more slacking. no more slacking.